Man ki baat...

Kbi kbi to man bhot vichlit ho jata h.esa lgta h bhot sari steps h jo lena h pr sabkuch khichdi ki tarah lgta h..bhot sare kaam krna h muje par mai kar nahi pati..nahi..mai samay ko dosh dene walo me se nhi hu..mai nhi kahugi ki samay nhi milta aur na hi mai alsi hu..utsah ki bhi kami nhi h..bus pta nhi kya h jo roke hue hain.man me koi na koi vichar hamesha rehta h..man me koi na koi nayi story ka plot hmesha chalta rehta h jisko alfazo ke dhage me bandhna hota hain..rango ko dekhti hu to drawing bnane ki ichha bhi hoti h..kuch dino me padhai fir se shuru hone wali h..so uski tyyari mai kar rhi hu use bilkul rok nhi skti..padhai se chhedchad nhi pasand...aur wahi kone me khada mera kitab padhne ka be-inteha shauk aur junoon mujhe dekh rha hota h..uske pas jane se khud ko rok nhi pati.i do a job to waha ka kaam to cumpulsory hota hi hain..ek best friend h meri jise meri aur muje uski bhot jarurat pdti h..uske pas kuch der bethna meri chah hoti h..sabkuch bhot mix sa rehta h..kar to lagbhag sari chize leti hu pr fir b sometimes i just fed up..

Well that's life....

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My diary's page..

Aj kayi dini bad dobara "udaan" dekhi.. shayad bhot so ko to pta bhi nhi hoga ki udaan bhi koi film h.. Nhi ye bilkul merse judi hui nhi h.. Mere jiwan se judi nhi h..pr fir bhi mujhe andar tak le jati h mere man k..
Esa hi jiwan dekhti hu mai khud ka.. Sannate bhra.. Yehi sab chahti hu.. Train ki patriyo pr beth k likhna..chhat ki doli pe chalna... Adhi rat me uth jana aur sochna.  Khud ko dekhna.. Pyar krna.. "pyar" me rehna.. Fir uth jana kuch likh pdna...kuch chhod dena.. Kuch hmesha k liye paa lena

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My diary's page no. 5

Jise prem kro use ankho se dur na hone do.yadi prem bandhan ko majbut rkhna ho to sut chhota kro.chahte ho  use ankho k samne rkho.bina dekhe na jane kitne hi kam ulte ho jate h.jise bida krte samay itna roye the man me socha tha ki shayad use chhod k ji na sakoge kayi varsho bad jab usse mulakat hui tb kewal yeh puchte ho,ache to ho? Shayad itni bat bhi ni hui.bat hi ni hui.bheetar se algav ho gya.shayad krodh ya abhiman vash fir mulakat hi ni hui.ek bar ankho se dur hote hi jo pehle tha vo fir nahi hota...

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Khwahish

tumhe dekhti hu barish me to kuchh pal aur bheeg lene ki khwahish hoti h
tumhare sath rehne ke khyalo me asma ke par tak jane ki khwahish hoti h

Rango me lipti kisi tasveer si bheegte dekhker tumhe
mere dube huwe khyalo ko bhi kuchh pal aur jeene ki khwahish hoti h.

jab tum meri khamoshi ko aawaz deti ho
jab tum meri dhadkano ke pas hoti ho to
kuchh pal aur theher jane ki khwahish hoti h
kuchh pal aur teri baho me reh jane ki khwahish hoti h

jab kbhi tum ijhar karti ho
Meri ankho dekhker vade hzar karti ho
mujhe hsane ki kosis bar bar karti ho
kuchh aur pal yu hi teri ankho me dekhte reh jane ki khwahish hoti h..

Jab tum mujhe chidhati ho aur shararte hzar karti ho..
Mere ruth jane per kehti ho ki tum mujhse kitna pyar karti ho. Un lamho me tumhe baho me bher ke bas yu h reh jane ki khwahish hoti h

jab bhi tum sath hoti ho bato me chhipi gehra jazbat hoti h aane wale kal ki hasrto me jab tum mere pas hoti ho to
un bato me kuchh pal aur jeene ki khwahish hoti h

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Private bus ka driver..

Private bus ka driver hain to kya hua,
Sat sal ki bacchi ka pita to h, Samne gear se upar,
Hook se latka rkhi hain,
Kanch ki char chudiya gulabi,
Bus ki raftar k mutabik Hilti rehti h,
Jhuk kar mene puch hi liya,
Kha gaya mano jhatka Adhed umar ka muchchad,
Raubila chehra,
Ahista se bola: ha 'sahab' ,
Lakh kehta hu nahi manti muniya, Tange hue hain kai dino se,
Apni amanat yha abba k nazro ke samne..

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Aj Meri kalam udas hain..

Koi shabd na mil rha
Koi kranti na chhai hui
Vichar dhile pade h
Kuch to jrur bat hui
Sannata h chikh rha
Soch angdai kha rhi
Sangeet h na saaz h
Bhot gehri ye bat h ki
Aj meri kalam udas h

Titahriyo ka shor h bada
Hawa bhi hain katra rhi
Kapdo ki teh me lipti
Yad bankr karah rhi
Maanjhi jara jana
Chupke se use batana
Sans me gehri sans h
Pal pal iska abhas h
Bhot gehri ye bat h ki
Aj meri kalam udas h..

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Dark day

Meri best frnd ke grandpa expire ho gye..maut kisi aur ghr me hui aur sannata mere aspas pasra hua h..itni ghutan paida kar raha hain ye waqt..i just dont know how to express what i m feeling..mera wqt hain vo.. Aj kone me yu bikhri hui bethi h.. Mai samjh bhi nhi pa rahi hu ki use kese handle kru.. Kya kahu.. Roti h to bolti hu ki "mat ro" fir khud sochti hu ki kyo na roye.. Muje bhi bada rona ata hain.. Use ese chupchap kbhi nhi dekha tha mene.. Hmesha mujhe hi smbhala hain usne.aj meri bari hain..pr rasta nhi sujh raha..hey ishwar.. Kbhi kbhi pta nhi kya kr beth te ho. 

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